Even more interesting was that my flights were totally screwed up on my way over... remember how I was supposed to help drive Dolores from the airport, etc? No go, because I missed it. However, my friend Dumari was there and was able to drive Dolores to the hotel. They were able to chat a little, and Dolores eventually selected Dumari for the demonstration session. So, everything happens for a reason! Not only that, but since I had 5 extra hours in the Las Vegas airport, I was able to read the last of Dolores' books I had been wanting to read before the workshop.
I did get to drive Dolores to Taco Bell later though. You may also remember that I felt my reason for going was not going to be the class itself but something else that happens while I'm there... and that happened in some very profound ways. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
Over the course, Dolores explained her hypnosis technique (The Cannon Technique) which is similar to other hypnosis and meditation techniques except for one thing... she gets right to the point and skips over all the 'extra' stuff that isn't really necessary or productive. She takes that time and uses it to actually TALK and CONNECT with her clients before and after the session! She has taken old techniques containing procedures that are out of date and turned it into a process of compassion and true understanding. Sounds like my kinda technique, right?!
And of course it is. In fact, Swati pointed to Dolores and said "that's you but older". Anyway, it's nice to have another tool in the tool box, and although I don't think I'll be doing it 'professionally' I am confident I will use it once in a while. I still enjoy being the hypno-tee instead of the hypnotist.
As you can imagine in a room full of Angel Therapy Practitioners, psychics, energy healers, and yes, even a doctor... the energy was flying. I had a great time observing all the dynamics and predicting them as well. It was a lot of fun to meet these folks and you can bet some interesting conversations were had by all. it was nice in a way because Dolores did nothave to take the time to explain what she meant by 'higher self' and other similar terms so we got to hear plenty of examples from her experiences. She is a good storyteller.
You can also imagine that the moment class was out, we wanted to go practice and experiment!
Because Swati and I had such an interesting time in February, we were anxious to try it again. It was so much faster using Dolores' technique and we got to spend more time with the subconscious getting answers.On Friday, the session covering my past life was very quick and to the point.. I was not human, but spirit on earth observing human behavior in two time frames, first in the middle east during occupation by the Romans. A Roman soldier was collecting taxes that were not really taxes but to fund himself from some local fisherman who had nothing to pay him with. one fo the fisherman was killed by the roman before he left them. Then I moved to Tombstone Arizona in the 1800's. I saw a woman dressed in red silk waiting to hide a man who was in trouble for killing someone. Neither time was an actual lifetime for me, I was just an observing consciousness. Then I moved forward to today and explained that one of my primary roles even today is that of observer and that I report my observations about earth and her inhabitants to the intergalactic council, with an emphasis on the dynamics of human emotion. Swati also asked questions about the next 10 years in earths future. The answers were very much the same as I reported from the February session.
Anyway, the rest of that session was asking questions in general, not specifically related to me personally. Of note however are two things. First, a great deal of information was given to Dumari about a situation at her son's school. Second, when Swati wanted to visit the angelic realms, the door was closed with a sign that said "under construction". When I knocked anyway, a beautiful angel peeped out and said "you can't come in!" and then disappeared. When asked why we coulnd't go in Archangel Michael came by and explained that I could not go in because I was going to have a life changing revelation at the workshop in 36 hours. (he was pretty confident about it too!:lol) This of course seemed to tie in to my feeling of needing to be there. It struck us strangely because although there have been times we have not been able to go there, it's been because we've not been able to find the door, not find it and be turned away.
Saturday afternoon, Dolores asked Dumari if she would volunteer for the demonstration session Sunday morning, and we wer all excited! And it meant that Swati was going to be our experiment for that night because Dumari needed her rest for Sunday. I was totally flabbergasted by the session with Swati because although she swore she knew she would never go under, she did, and altohugh we had trouble finding the right questions, the information that came through for her was very powerful. Another success!
We were all very excited for Dumari's session with Dolores, and I was reminded that AA Michael's 36 hours from Friday night were almost up.. my revelation was coming too. I was now beginning to think it would come during Dumari's session. Swati brought her massage table to use for the session and we brought bedding from the hotel room to make it comfortable. In fact, it was made like a bed when Dolores came in, but she said it should be really comfortable so we brought in another thick comforter, folded it in half and put it on the table. It was gold colored, and Swati brought her AA Michael gold and royal blue blanket to cover Dumari with. When Dumari was tucked in and relaxing in preparation I was struck by how much she looked like Sleeping Beauty and told her she was a princess.
Anyway, the session began, Dumari went back to a lifetime in ancient Greece and made a lot of connections between her purpose in that lifetime and her purpose in this one. It was incredible to witness the detail in which she spoke, and the talent Dolores has for asking just the right questions. Experience counts for that!
Then Dolores' asked to speak with Dumari's subconscious (or higher self) and was given permission. She was able to get answers to all of the questions Dumari had on her list, and get information on her recent physical problems (She had to have emergency surgery just two weeks ago!). When Dolores asked if the subconscious could do a body scan and heal anything that needed attention, it was something every healer should see. Dolores kept asking 'so what are you doing now?' and the subconscious would tell exactly what they were doing for the body. Just the experience of witnessing that session was worth the trip.
And my revelation? Yes, it occured during Dumari's session as well! It was triggered by a connection to the information that had come forward during Fridays session. Dumari had asked about her son, and when Dolores asked the question during the demonstration session Sunday morning, she was given a little information, but just as Dolores was starting another question for more details, Dumari frowned and said "Dumari has already been given the information she needs" in such a way that we knew there would be no further details forthcoming. As she said those words, my revelation began.
All of a sudden, tears started pouring down my face, and in front of me I saw a timeline (you know like we all had to draw in school!) of my life so far, all the trials I've lived and survived flashed in front of my face like a string of firecrackers popping from left to right. When the last firecracker showed my session on Friday where the information was given to Dumari, the entire timeline collapsed in on itself like a book slamming shut and disappeared with a puff of smoke. I knew the major trials in my life were over and we had just literally and figuratively 'closed the book' on them. I immediately felt physical changes in my body, twitches and 'popping' sensations where I had physical scars and old injuries. After a couple of minutes I was able to calm the crying, but the popping continued for some time. I was completely and utterly surprised that I had not disrupted the entire room.
The feeling stuck with me throughout the day and I told both Swati and Dumari that indeed the revelation had come although we didn't have a chance to really discuss it until that evening. Dumari reminded me that AA Michael was right.. it had come very close to the time he said it would. He was actually about 90 minutes off, but what can you do?
That evening, Swati said "you ARE going under because we have to find out more". We all laughed, but of course we were all thinking the same thing. When she had me relaxing, and finding my 'beautiful place'.. it was different. It wasn't my normal 'beautiful' place and I was surprised. It was actually the first 30 seconds or so of the Disney movie "Bambi" as they are moving through the woods. It is actually my favorite animation because it is so beautifully painted, like watercolor on the glass panels they used in those days. (Swati reminded me afterwards that a painting is often used as a focal point in meditation.)
When she asked me to go 'back' to an appropriate time, it made more sense.. because I was 5 1/2, yes 5 1/2.
I remembered an experience at a park with my Mom and little brother, and being internally upset by the trash people had left in the water. An angel came to me and talked with me about a project of 'tests' that were going to start soon, explaining that they were going to be hard and reminding me that I had chosen this path. I asked questions and we talked about it for some time. I was not frightened by the angel, but I got nervous about the tests and how hard they were going to be, because I had already found earth harder than I imagined it was going to be.Then I was reminded about my 'remembering' for the next year or so, how I began to see lights in my room as I went to sleep, how I looked forward to bedtime because it meant I was going to go flying. How at first I thought I had to fly down the hall and out the back door to get to the tree in the yard, and how excited I as to figure out that I could go straight through the roof. This was a period of bringing the things I was doing when my body was asleep into my every day waking life.
When we got to the age of my first 'test' we kind of went through everything the way they came across in that timeline during Dumari's session... one by one, we went through the biggest of them, and I kept saying 'there are many, many more but we don't have time to talk about them all'... even joking that we were not going to spend another 40 years on this project. I mentioned how my extra weight was not related to the past trauma, but the anticipation of the next trauma and how hard it was going to be.. knowing that there was always going to be another trauma coming. The last of my 'tests' was my father's death a couple of years ago.. and the reason it was the last test is because it turned out to not be a test at all. I had learned how to see the truth through the human drama throughout the entire experience.
Swati asked about how these events were related to my ‘purpose’, and the answer was that the experiences I had, being able to touch other peoples lives, helping in that way, helps everyone has respect for everyone including the earth. Swati said ‘so you were removing trash on all levels then… helping people get rid of emotions as well’.
Swati asked if we could try to go the angelic realms again now that I had my revelation… and when I got there, the door was open! It was the biggest retirement party you’ve ever seen.
My spirit family was there, Dumari’s spirit family was there, Swati’s spirit family was there. There was such a feeling of joy and love. Swati said that there was someone there bugging her about my stepping forward to receive a gift they wanted to give me. It was Kryon (who is a part of my team) and the gift was a painting of the scene we began with… my beautiful place that was Bambi’s forest… what a 5 ½ year old might think of as a beautiful place. The painting was symbolic of my coming full circle. Other beings gave gifts of memories, showing me how they were there with me in the difficult times and the happy times.Swati brought my subconscious forward and asked about the healing. It is going to continue for a while but won’t be bothersome. My higher self also talked about how I had extra organs in my body to help me with my work, which was interesting. These extra organs are not related to ‘the new earth’ they are specifically for me and my purpose.
We decided to close the session then but decided that while we were sleeping we would all go back to the retirement party in the angelic realms. I slept really well that night, and woke up tired even though I slept a little longer than usual. Swati accused me of having a hangover!
I knew I needed a real breakfast, packed for my trip home, and then I listened to the recording of the session. I felt more healing going on as I was focusing on the experience. Afterwards, I stopped for a bite of lunch and kept hearing in my head to leave all my money with the waitress as a tip. I thought it was weird.. but as I ate I asked how I should explain it to her.. and so I said “I want you to accept this as proof that the universe will help you if you allow it” She thanked me but thought I was absolutely out of my mind (who doesn’t?)!
I went to the shuttle station to wait for my ride to the airport… got out my BrainAge game and the first thing that came up was an exercise where you have to take the initials of a word and turn it into a phrase meaningful for the word. The word was TIP. The phrase the computer came up with was Tell Important Point. I just had to laugh! I turned on my mp3 player and decided to listen to Disney songs because of my recent time in Bambi’s beautiful place. I always play on ‘random shuffle’ because I like getting messages through music (but then you already know that!) The first few songs were “Be Our Guest” (party), “Stay Awake” (waking up tired), “My Own Home” (I was literally on my way home) and “It’s a Small World”(especially after an experience like this!). I began to laugh so hard I was glad to be alone!
Needless to say, I felt very loved and cared for. All my travel plans worked liked clockwork and I actually enjoyed meeting several babies fascinated by me. I’m sure they were noticing my unusual energy, but of course I couldn’t say it that way to their parents. One 12 month old who wasn’t speaking or walking yet sang me a song when I asked him to. His mother was quite surprised. She said she was worried about his slow motor development, but I told her not to worry, he is happy, healthy and will do all those things in due time. He sang me a song, and I gave his mother the message - what he wanted her to know. Seems a fair trade to me.
And now that this has taken me a long time to write, and you a long time to read… I hope it has entertained you and inspired you to think about what’s going on in your own life. Enjoy every moment, happy and not so happy… because each of these moments makes you who you are!
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It was a joy to read 
